Had a first professional photo shoot today. Alla was great, and I never doubted she wouldnt be. As for me, I am not too much into modeling, i can not make one face expression for a long time and i start to laugh, and Jeffrey, the photographer, made me laugh as well. Anyways pictures are going to be nice, after Jeffreys reediting. All in all a very great a day in a company of three.

I should never go to a bookstore! I would spend my last money to buy alll of them!

Saluuts un Eifeltornis un draugi, tie iistie, kas nekad nekraaps un nenodos!

I promise you that we're marching on

For those days we felt like a mistake,
Those times when love’s what you hate,
Somehow,
We keep marching on.

For those nights when I couldn’t be there,
I’ve made it harder to know that you know,
That somehow,
We’ll keep moving on.

I am so stressed about finding appartement. When from the one hand I can finally afford one on my own, on the other hand I can not simply get it, because nobody is gonna give me it just like that.. they need those garants and stuff... :( and omg... i can not get one... i am so afraid of staying here without any roof at all..:( awful feeling

Adressed to nobody. Boys would never understand that.

*From Le Love

Paul

Vakardien piepildiijaas veel viens no maniem sapniem. Dejot visu nakti non stopaa Paul Kalkbrennera ritmos. Tas bija kaut kas ljoti ljoti magisks. Cilveeks ar taadu harizmu. Ak. Skaisti!

Bijaam divataa ar Matthieu, lai arii pirms tam satikaam dazhus vinja draugus, un jauki paseedeejaam krastmalaa pie Seenas. Es iepazinu dazhas francuuzietes, kas pat likaas ljooti ljooti jaukas, kas gan ir ljoti diivaini, jo parasti vinjas ir baigaas maitas lol. Bet shoreiz viena no vinjaam tiesham ljoti jauka meitene, pat divas, viena no vinjaam Matthieu maasiica. Man taads prieks mazliet :)

Bet nu jaa, peec tam jau ar Matthieu uz koncertu... ar Dj OIZO un PAUL KALKBRENNER

OIZo bija kaut kas ljoti traks. Cilveeki gruutiijaas, kaavaas pie skatuves, man likas, ka nomirshu tajaa puulii.. visi bija kaa apnarkojushies.. bet Oizo daudz nespeeleeja, jo pienaaca Paul kaarta. Un vienkaarshi AK!!! Magique magique magique! Visi tie trakie aizgaaja, kas gaidiija Oizo... un visi tie forshi cilveeki, kam patiik Paul atnaaca... jo tiem, kam patiik Paul ir tikai un vieniigi forshi lol.

Mani tik ljoti piesaista Vaacija ieraugot Paul. Vinjam bija krekls ar Vaacijas karogu un vinjsh bija tik ljoti lepns par savu valsti... nevar pat paskaidrot.. bet tas bija superiigi. Vaacieshi ir lieli patrioti. Un jaa, veel dazhu labu superiigu draugu deelj es tiehsaam ljoti miilu Vaaciju, neskaitot arii to, ka Dens straadaa tur.

Vispaar man te daudz kas notiek. Vakar biju darbaa, tad uz afterwork party, kur satiku visus visus visus savus franchu draugus kopaa, big reunion taa teikt, bija forshi, bet muuzika bija kaut kas ljoti ljoti briesmiigs, comercializeets pasaakums, pietam katra dziesma skaneeja 1o sekundes, un tad mainiijaas cita. Nu lame. Tad no riita atkal gaaju uz darbu un vakaraaa uz Oizo un Paul.

Un ja saliidzina Will I Am Dj set, kas man arii likaas nu ljooti ljoooti labs ar Paul... iisteniibaa gruuti teikt kas bija labaaks, Will I Am tomeer speeleeja sveshu izpildiitaaaju trekus, kad Paul speeleeja tikai savus. Taa ir liela atshkjiriiba.

Nu un taa mees ar Matu nodejojaaam liidz seshiem no riita, kad jau saaka kurseet pirmie metro.

Viens no labaakajiem vakariem for sure!

Saw Twilight today The Hesitation part. Liked Edward and Jacob. I like the movie more and more with each part that comes out, though, i won't ever read the book that is kind of crap for children to say the least.

Dido and Faithless! :))

I was wondering about music and how does it influence people.

It is a shame for example, that i can not listen to my favorite tracks anymore because I have been listening to them at home, and now everytime I hear them, i get sad and think about home and stuff, and my sister who was dancing to all those tunes. That really sucks, as I really loove those tracks.

I remember some tunes that made me think about my ex a loong long time ago in october maybe... i remember how sad did i get when some of them showed up on my i pod, i always swithced another song, otherwise i would start crying... but surprisingly now, when I am listening to these tracks i don't feel any pain anymore, and finally I can enjoy the music, that is really good by the way!

Fortunately my other ex didn't listen to music that I liked, so I don't encounter any problems in this case!

Back in Paris again. It felt terrible at first, everything felt so strange and cold, nothing felt like home, but as we adopt to everything with the passing time, it feels better now. I have already been swimming and sunbathing in the pool, and went for a walk with my best friend, eating ice cream, near Trocadero. I just need to see all the people I care about here again... in this way you will more as at home.

There are a lot of changes in my work, two girls are leaving and two new girls are comming, I haven't seen them yet, but it is quite exciting to meet new people, and as I understood they are foreign origin that is also very cool.

So tomorow work, but tonight some more good friends to see!

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