i can't stand sitting at home! tomorow night going out for sure!

After all is said and done,
i am not the one...

After all is said and done,
you are still the one...

Laimiigaakais cilveeks pasaulee! Beidzot redzeeju savu muuzikas dievu! Viss piepildiijaas!)))

last days, last week

I am tired as hell, but I am having so much fun!

Don't think that I'm pushing you away
When you're the one that I've kept closest!

I am starting to doubt about the concert this Thursday you know, because of the vulcano eruption! Will they be able to come?

roman's song

Roman, you are the best!)

I really like you, dear!
And thank you for your song!

I hope we meet sooon)))

resumé

I have got a new job.. and it is so perfect! I love it!

Still I have my old one which is starting to get on my nerves...

Today while trying to be in both, extra exhausted

But at least... I am occupied, and I gain money

And... I don't feel so forgotten from their side... even though they make me feel forgotten, so much!

But, it doesn't matter! I will survive, because I am survivor, and everybody loves me! In your faces all you, betrayers, who didn't even support me when I was sad, who didn't even care about how I feel.. not a single one!

You know that feeling when your love and friendship passes the border of hate and frustration?

I will smile anyway!

Another sad fact, it was the last day of Samuel's working day! I know that he likes me, and I like him too...

So dispite that we won't work together, we will meet, however! (when I say that he is sexy and cute, I really MEAN it! A perfect guy I would say...)

And at least he won't destruct my attention while working, haha

Thank you Samuel, this time it's you, my rebound guy))

Vinnijs Pūks jautāja sivēnam: Kas šodien pa dienu? Sivēns atbildēja: Šodiena. Vinnijs nopriecājās: Šodiena ir mana mīļākā diena!

Un es esmu kurpju terminators)))

Mais pourtant de temps en temps je suis triste quand meme, quand j'y pense, comme c'etait bien

Ok, now I am fine :)

And I smile :)

And I don't care about people who don't know/learn to live along with their heart! :)

As hard as love can be, it’s harder still, it seems
To be a lover all alone, without love.

Blog is like your secret world, you can hide here from everyone! You can say whatever you want, you will never be punished! When I have my hard times (like now), it makes me feel better, when I writte mine, or I read the one's of my friends... It is a world of creativity and self expression! Thank you!

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

abandoned, this is exactly how i feel

как мне грустно

I broke up with you today. I broke up with you after five months together. Five months that to me didn’t mean so much.

I thought it would be an easy breakup. I would explain that my feelings had simply gone away; it had nothing to do with you. That was the truth. It had nothing to do with you. In never had.

See, you were the boy who was there to make me feel loved. Sure, you were smart, you truly cared about me and you were always there. But hey. You weren’t that funny. You didn’t dress very well. And you weren’t all that good looking. For me, there was no spark. I wanted that spark. I deserved that spark.

So I simply told you. I told you that my feelings for you had gone away. I somehow forgot to mention that I never really had had feelings for you.

You broke down in tears. You told me that you understood. You told me that you´d probably keep loving me for a couple of months, and that I would have to let you do that. I didn’t know what to do else than to wrap my arms around you and bury my face in your t-shirt. It smelled like you. Oh right. You smelled good too.

Then you told me you really wanted to be friends. I had been your life the past five months, and you didn’t know how to go on living without me. I told you I really wanted that too. That I promised to never let you slip out of my life. You let out a sigh of relief and told me how absolutely perfect I was and how much you appreciated your time with me.

That night I sat alone in my bed and cried. Cried because I realized that I had the perfect guy in my life. The perfect guy who I not only didn’t have feelings for, but had fooled to believe that I had. And so I realized that breaking up with you was the right thing to do. Not because I deserve better. Because you do.

/by Le Love

7 notes

Just listening to OneRepublic and wondering if it's possible to touch your soul so deep with one simple song?

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You have your 7 piano notes.. play with them, one rule exists though - you have only 7!

And then writte a song that changes someone's life... ain't music a magic?

first Easter without family and coloured eggs..